(CNN)Makeup guru and YouTube star Jeffree Huge name provided some unhappy recordsdata to his fans: He and boyfriend Nathan Schwandt hold known as it quits.
Huge name made the announcement Saturday on Twitter, apologizing for the silence and announcing he’s been “making an try to heal.”
In his most modern video, Huge name defined the scenario surrounding the breakup.
“I’m devastated. I’m so unhappy,” he acknowledged.
He persevered on Twitter, “The hardest segment has been waking up and he’s no longer laying subsequent to me anymore.”
Huge name and Schwandt began relationship about 5 years prior to now, having met on Instagram. Schwandt has regarded in just a few videos with Huge name and had turned into a smartly-acknowledged figure to his fans.
“This became as soon as the most efficient man that became as soon as ever assured adequate to fancy me publicly, to fancy me for me, entirely, all my flaws, no makeup waking up in bed,” he acknowledged in the video. “He by no scheme cared about any of it, and he honest beloved me for me. And no man has ever had those feelings, I manufacture no longer think, for me. And I’ve by no scheme beloved somebody fancy I’ve beloved him.”
In the video, he explains each he and Schwandt had been going thru difficulties of their deepest lives, in conjunction with the demise of their dog and Schwandt’s brother’s seizure.
In a tweet posted Saturday afternoon, Huge name defined the scenario surrounding the breakup a exiguous extra.
“We were too busy being there for each other, that we forgot to be there for ourselves,” he wrote.